trying and trying

I don't really know where to start. I think this is about someone who used to be part of my life. Ok what I'm trying to say is I don't really know how to forget him. I think I believe on what they saying. It's hard to forget your first love. I've tried and still trying but why is it so hard. I DO REALLY WANT TO FORGET HIM. Especially now that we both have our own family already. I've been trying for the past years but it's so hard. What am I going to do. I do really want to forget him. I know that he's happy now. Sometimes I think I made the wrong decision, but I'm still thankful because I have my little angel now. I just really don't know how to totally forget him. ANG HIRAP NAMAN!!!